我的惆怅，别来无恙
31.10.09
friend are important for me
after work I sleep till now
...wanna sleep
because in dream i can feel so much better
back with aaron again, nobody know it
I try to tell
my roommate, joo ee, michella,guai,tea bii ,kah chun,edwiin...
they need to prepaid exam or doing something else
can't find anyone to talk with
it's better update my blog
but I didn't...
reluctantly wrote...after that I can't post
that's confidence trick
I got no confidence at all
I thought new friend and I can start things all over again
but I can't seems to get back my confidence and fall in love again
I feel like killing myself
I'm so miserable,hopeless,it's really torturing
And now you go back your freedom single life again
my dear roommate saw my private blogpost
tell me
should have know it,
you two would get back together and break again
again, again and again is not interesting
I'm gave him more chance because
no one knows what will happen we in future
I don't want to lose this chance and regret for the rest of my life
treat every again make it last
2012,some says it's true,some says it's not
how I know,therefor I made this desicon
I no more negative thoughts now
thanks dear ,you are a good listener
dear always there for me when I're unhappy
I appreciate it
remember when you're unhappy can tell me too
you know I may be quiet for some time
that prove I be fit for a good listener, hehe
going enjoy my tea time~
